February 2012
alyx who is jessie j?
i want to cut all my hair off
i really fucking do
my stepmom told me that once jeremy moves out(when he freakin does) she’s going to make the spare room a type of art room because she’s been noticing my scrapbook/art journaling. and to calm down my dad has been building and painting little cars.
the fact that she noticed makes me happy. and that she’s willing to do that.
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god, okay i am cracking up. jennie and i were talking about how we’re going to college in two totally different climates since she’s going to new orleans and i’m (probably) going to minnesota.
my profile picture is going to be me ice fishing and hers is going to be like basking in the sun
ICE FISHING
why is this so funny
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how many more times do i have to feel your presence right next to me to finally be okay. Is it possible to get used to it? To get used to someone who hurt you so fucking bad and in their eyes it is literally
nothing at all
a girl who overreacted about nothing
because sex is just sex right
‘just relax’
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so i had a five day weekend which makes going back to school 10x more harder than usual. i also missed a math quiz and still haven’t done any german that was due like last week. god, i hate school
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I have been feelin’ down down down lately. Maybe it’s because I haven’t left my house since Saturday, or because of the whole shit that went down with the youtube community I interject myself in, or cause asshole has been frequenting my dreams this month, maybe it’s because i can’t find support groups to join without my parents knowing/having money(which i...
Asshole deleted me from facebook so i guess that means no more picking apart his statuses to prove to myself that i am better than the bastard. Also, i can stop gagging everytime i see that fucking picture.
My fault though, ive had months and months to do it but it was a fucking stupid sign of weaknesss in my eyes aka i need to learn that my views of weak are dumb
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“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul,...”
– Sylvia Path (via modernmethadone)
do you ever get so frustrated that you literally want to rip your hair out and everything feels pointless and at that point you realize you hold too much in because it is not even right to get this upset over not being able to go get paint brushes
weekly post about how liz is a stupid assholee because she rarely lets me use the car when it’s not like i ever fucking use it let alone use ANY CAR and IT WOULD BE NICE IF I HAD MY OWN CAR AGAIN. and no, i wont put gas in the car because i literally never drive it
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i babysit my cousins sometimes but their next door neighbor always assumes when i watch my aunt’s kids then i’ll watch hers. like, she doesnt even ask me she just sends him over. he also has autism. and ive never met the mom.. i like the kid a lot, but that just makes me think really badly of the mom.
plus she doesnt even pay me. i feel like i should say something, but i dont want...
Kendall was just found.
yentaberry:
She’s headed to the hospital now. Thanks everyone for your support. I’ll keep you posted.
god, kori i hope you are handling thos the best you can. Glad she was found
ddearbuddyy:
I’m sick of all these conflicting views on body-image.
“Love your curves!”
“Lose what’s weighing you down!”
“Skinny girls are people too!”
“Being fat isn’t okay!”
“Being fat is beautiful!”
“It’s healthy to have a little fat on you!”
“It’s unhealthy to be too skinny!”
“If your bones are showing, you’re doing it wrong!”
“Lighter doesn’t always mean better!”
“Muscle ways...
how to be funny:
patronsaintofqualityfootwear:
don’t make rape jokes. don’t say faggot. don’t make cracks about suicide or self harm. don’t joke about the nazi regime. don’t make kitchen jokes. don’t joke about eating disorders. don’t laugh about race or orientation or religion. making a comedy show out of people who have committed suicide or have been killed is extremely distasteful. please stop.
just got cat called
brb vomiting how do people even view that as a compliment. it made me and my sister so uncomfortable.
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“You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry,...”
– John Green, The Fault in Our Stars. (via dancinguponthearchitecture)
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“Daily he told me I was beautiful,
my breast cupped in his palm cured
me of any...”
– Doris Ferleger, Mirrors (via rosaley)
I’m looking at people from my junior high on facebook that i don’t go to school with anymore.
This girl that I used to talk to in the ~weird~ crowd GOT SO attractive oh my god why do we not talk anymore
Things You Shouldn't Say To... →
People suffering from depression:
“Stop being so negative!” “You choose to be sad” “You don’t even have anything to be sad about” “There are millions worse off than you, just get a grip!”
People struggling with self-harm:
“You’re just doing it for attention!” “Those cuts aren’t even that bad” “You don’t even have a reason to cut/burn yourself” “You freak! Hide your scars, no one wants to see...
ruesster:
take a shot for every ‘forever alone’ post tomorrow.